I’m amazing
I’ve been really surprised at my resiliency the past year or so.
After a night of tears and thinking bad thoughts, I feel much better. Much better than I would’ve thought possible, really.
Thanks to those who helped, as always.
I’m still very disappointed. And lots of what people said to help is utter b.s. (”it’s not a rejection of you”, etc.). While I understand the motivation, it’s easier for me to deal in the truth. I talked to a friend this morning about his own heartbreak. How the girl said something kinda cruel, how he was hurt for a bit, but then looked at it, saw some of the truth in it, and changed some stuff about how he lived his life.
Anyway, I’m stronger than I realized. Disappointed as all hell, but strong.