Well…
The crush and I talked today. But not about the email I sent. I guess I wasn’t clear enough. Either that, or he’s insane.
Regardless, I just sent another one which is much clearer in its intentions and expectations.
Wish me luck.
I still feel brave and proud and as if a huge weight’s come off me. Also, still scared and will be really sad when he says, “No”.
…an hour or so later…
Which he did. Which doesn’t surprise me. Suddenly my zen attitude has left me.