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Better

So, ever since I’ve gotten over being been sick, I’ve had an attitude shift.

Everything hasn’t been perfect all the time, but I’ve been walking again, trying to eat better, and trying real hard to get enough sleep. Also, trying to work harder and be more aware of how I’m spending my time.

It’s been really good. I hope it lasts. It’s kinda scary. Realizing this is (I assume) how most people feel - not depressed, enough energy, seeing the point trying.

I want it to last.

Bought Batman Begins last night. God, I love that film. I find I’m a bit too eager for The Dark Knight to come out this summer. Admittedly, Heath Ledger’s death makes it even more interesting. I was excited to see his portrayal of The Joker anyway, but knowing it’s his last role and that it fucked w/ his mind a little bit makes it all the more intriguing. (Not that that’s what led to his death - he just admitted in interviews that immersing himself in a role of a sociopathic criminal was tough on him.)

Is it wrong that I’ve been having Joker sex fantasies?

I’m very, very, glad to hear that you’re doing better!

Having sex fantasies about THE JOKER?? You call that BETTER?

Did you not watch the trailer? He’s hot! All wicked and clowny.

I mean, really, it’s Heath Ledger w/ a dash of make-up. C’mon!

That was also Heath Ledger kissing Jake Gyllenhaal - that didn’t do anything for me either.