I’m crashing or something
I’d decided before I even left for G.P. to take it pretty easy this week. Last week was incredibly stressful and the weekend was highly stressful, too.
Mom’s doing better than I thought. I mean, she’s not great, but not at death’s door, either. We ended up having a really good visit and I spent the majority of the weekend w/ her. The rest of the time, I spent playing poker w/ Dad. LOVE poker.
Anyway, I was wondering if maybe I shouldn’t be so lazy this week, but suddenly, I think it’s the right choice. I’ve been feeling physically and emotionally icky for a couple of hours now. I need to recoup. Clean a little perhaps, but other than that, I want to read. I also have to stay in in case her doctor phones. Just for this week - I’m not putting my life on hold indefinately.
Watched both Kill Bills last night. That helped.
Mom said she can see a change in me since I’ve started this Buddhism thing. That was nice to hear. Glad I’m not the only one noticing a change.