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It’s time, I think

Hi, guys.

I’ve decided to retire K’vitsh.

My reasoning:

• too many people know about it (not that it’s a popular blog), so I don’t feel I can write freely on here anymore
• I’m going through a tough time right now and want a place where, again, I can write freely
• due to feeling unhappy, I crave change and fresh starts, and this is a free, easy way to do that
• I’m too busy to write here regularly
• I don’t want to pay for the domain anymore

I’m going to keep posting to Tumblr, so check that out. (There’s Twitter, too, but those go right to the Tumblr account, so you can just check the Tumblr).

I hope people understand this decision.

For me, it’s not a big deal. But this really wasn’t working for me anymore.

God, this entry is depressing. I don’t mean it to be.

Maybe I’ll come back to this one day, using the free wordpress version.

Blah

I had a horrible week last week. Nothing serious, just stupid work stuff. This week is better, but I’m still busy w/ part of the reason for the suckage of last week.

The show is really getting popular. It kind of freaks me out. I mean, it’s awesome, but means more work. Which shouldn’t be a problem, but work (like, my job) already sucks the marrow from my very bones.

I bought a url w/ my full name in it. Someone else w/ that name wants to buy it. How much should I charge?

I want a url where I can put my photography, band, show, etc. Any suggestions?

Anyhoo, check my Tumblr/Twitter accounts, as I can update those via my Crackberry.

But I will try to post here more regular-like.

New Year’s resolutions/2009 to do list

• buy Silver Screen Membership to the Metro
• buy spectacles so I can see things that are far away (and increasingly, not so far away…)
• save money for Vegas
• get fit
• practice uke one hour every day
• work harder on the radio show
• meditate twice a day
• get a good sleep at least most of the time
• work less, but work more efficiently
• remain willing to make a fool of myself for love, ’cause it’s bound to pay off eventually*
• keep growing my  hair
• type more letters on my typewriter
• see about getting my photos in a show or something
• take voice lessons
• do some more performing
• get out more. or not.
• give up soda pop. again.

*It will, right? Surely it will someday. Won’t it?

Have a listen…

…to the commercial for this week’s show.

Cancer update

Just came from an appointment w/ my surgeon. Whom I adore.

Whatever little nodule is in my neck is about five millimeters big and is hidden amongst scar tissue.

Therefore, he and I both think there’s no point operating right now, when the chances are good he may not even find it and will have to cut me again in a year when it’s bigger anyway.

He said there’s a 5-10% chance my voice could get damaged next time there’s surgery, so, even though it’s a brief reprieve (maybe), I’m glad we’re not doing it now.

My cancer or whatever is indolent. He said if I were 80 years old, he’d be more inclined to operate, but as I’m young(ish), there’s no huge worry.

Phew.

P.S. - I’m also very glad I’ve started to perform. If I someday get cut again and my voice gets fucked up, I would be extra sad if I’d never even tried to sing publicly, you know?